To J,

It's been more than a year since we last talked right? We have known each other since 2005 and the road to this friendship ain't that smooth at all. Things changed because of me. Bcos of my immaturity and selfishness, partly. But I guess that's part and parcel of a teen's/school life. We tends to lose friends due to a moment of anger or anything that triggers at the wrong timing. especially when one couldn't handle well.

Over the months I have been thinking... about our used-to-have friendship. and while bathing (best place and time to sort your thoughts) I realized that I wasn't as mad or as unhappy about you as I thought I was.

Actually, I just wanna say, "let's put the past behind us". It may be too late. but doesn't matter. bcos even if things were to patch back, it won't be the same. we all know.

I know I will or might be seeing you soon & I think its gonna be awkward. I wonder if I will have the courage to speak to you again.

Also, you may not know, but I did notice your status wishing me my 19th Birthday last year. Though I didn't mention anything, but yes, I saw it. Thank you - a late one though.


Well that's all i have to say. The rest, I(we) shall depends on whether fate will give me/us another chance.

To be honest, I have been thinking about it for months...

Cheers. (: